~ 有口难言 ~

一个人最辛苦的事就是有口难言，想说的话却说不出来。。。只能把所有的事闷在心里。。。难到，我连发言的权力也没有吗？难到，我连我自己的情绪和想法也不能发表出来吗？难到，我永远都是一个不能把所有的事做好的人吗。。。？？？

~ stay away, 距离 ~

太多不好的情绪埋常在我心里，我开始乱了，我开始慌了。。。我不能好好去思考。。。我需要冷静，需要空间去好好想一想。。。 不要靠近我，我不想把我的情绪和愤怒，爆发在我疼爱和珍惜的人。。。请给我一些时间，我想要和我自己一个人好好谈一谈。。。对不起！！！

too many negative emotion is in me, i'm starting to get out of the way, i'm starting to loose myself... i cannot think properly now... i need to cool down, i need some space for me to think.... please stay away from me, i dunwan to hurt anyone that i care so much for, by me bursting out any unnessacery comment or complaint... i need to be alone, i just wanna talk to myself... i'm so sorry !!!

~ happiness, 快乐 ~

怎样才算叫快乐 - 是人家给的吗？ 还是自己争取的？

what happiness - izzit a feeling that someone give it to you ? or, you should go and fight for it?

~ 下一个天亮 = wait until the next sunrise ~

This is a very nice song from this girl called 郭静 claire.

下一个天亮

用起伏的背影 擋住哭泣的心
有些故事 不必說給 每個人聽
許多眼睛 看的太淺太近
錯過我沒被看見 那個自己

用簡單的言語 解開超載的心
有些情緒 是該說給 懂的人聽
你的熱淚 比我激動憐惜
我發誓要更努力 更有勇氣

等下一個天亮 去上次牽手賞花那裡散步好嗎
有些積雪會自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁達的天堂

等下一個天亮 把偷拍我看海的照片送我好嗎
我喜歡我飛舞的頭髮
和飄著雨還是眺望的眼光

時間可以磨去我的稜角
有些堅持卻永遠磨不掉
請容許我 小小的驕傲
因為有你這樣的依靠

p/s: I love u

~ i just wanna hold ur hand till de end of time ~

Never for once:

never for once think that i wanna you to spend all ur time with me

never for once think that i wanna you to change drasticly to suit me

never for once think i wanna stop u from pathing ur way for a better future

never for once think that i just know how to complaint about things i dislike

Please keep in mind:

i'm just a normal human being that has emotion and will blast it out when i can't take it

i will do anything to support whatever u need to do

i will stand behind you, when u turn around u will know tat i will be there waiting for u

i just wanna hold ur hand till the end of time

last but not least - i love u so so much...!!!!

~ Happy 08-08-08 ~

Dear All,

Wanted to take this opportunity to wsih everyone Happy 08-08-08 day...!!! and remember to go home and watch Beijing Olympic Opening Ceremony ya...!!!!


this is one of my fav pic with Mr. Charles Chen.

Love you all....!!!!!


xoxo
Vicky

~ 七夕 = chinese valentines day ~

七夕 - this is the day where the chinese legend "ngao long" and "cik lui" meet up once in a year... if i can still remember correctly, they are forced to separate because "cik lui" is a goddess (sin lui) in heaven, whereby "ngao long" is just a normal human-being... anyway it is a very nice story...

would like to take this opportunity to wish everyone happy 七夕(qi si). May all of the people out there have a great day with their loves one, if not enjoy ur day ya...!!!