~ Happy Birthday to ME ~

Although is over, but i have a great birthday this year... Thanks to my baby n all my friends.... I love you guys so much....





xoxo

Yin

~ enough is enough ~

i think i have reach my limit again... either i'm too stupid and dumb to handle my job or my client is stupid... it seem i can't convey my msg to her and she is trying too hard to show me she knows everything... but is ok, cause i have slowly given up hope... the flexibiliy in this agency is good but the working style suck big time, no system, no resources, lack of man-power and etc.... but is ok, cause i have slowly giving up too... I dun think i'm being an ass complaining because i never excepted that it will be like this... I never tot that i'm goin to deal with so many thing that actually out of my job scope expectation, but the good side of it is i learn new things which help me in the future... But i guess i have to move on to a place i'm more comfortable, even if is dealing with the same shit again but with better resources and man-power... i give my best and chance in this agency but i guess is just not rite...

so ENOUGH is ENOUGH...!!!!

I've tried my best to change to a better me - lesser drama n stop thinking too much... but have i really change or not... i dunno... but i'm sure i have put alot of effort in it... Although i admit sometimes my "drama" will come out but i'm sure it is less compare to my "drama queen" period....

~ 有口难言 ~

一个人最辛苦的事就是有口难言，想说的话却说不出来。。。只能把所有的事闷在心里。。。难到，我连发言的权力也没有吗？难到，我连我自己的情绪和想法也不能发表出来吗？难到，我永远都是一个不能把所有的事做好的人吗。。。？？？

~ stay away, 距离 ~

太多不好的情绪埋常在我心里，我开始乱了，我开始慌了。。。我不能好好去思考。。。我需要冷静，需要空间去好好想一想。。。 不要靠近我，我不想把我的情绪和愤怒，爆发在我疼爱和珍惜的人。。。请给我一些时间，我想要和我自己一个人好好谈一谈。。。对不起！！！

too many negative emotion is in me, i'm starting to get out of the way, i'm starting to loose myself... i cannot think properly now... i need to cool down, i need some space for me to think.... please stay away from me, i dunwan to hurt anyone that i care so much for, by me bursting out any unnessacery comment or complaint... i need to be alone, i just wanna talk to myself... i'm so sorry !!!

~ happiness, 快乐 ~

怎样才算叫快乐 - 是人家给的吗？ 还是自己争取的？

what happiness - izzit a feeling that someone give it to you ? or, you should go and fight for it?

~ 下一个天亮 = wait until the next sunrise ~

This is a very nice song from this girl called 郭静 claire.

下一个天亮

用起伏的背影 擋住哭泣的心
有些故事 不必說給 每個人聽
許多眼睛 看的太淺太近
錯過我沒被看見 那個自己

用簡單的言語 解開超載的心
有些情緒 是該說給 懂的人聽
你的熱淚 比我激動憐惜
我發誓要更努力 更有勇氣

等下一個天亮 去上次牽手賞花那裡散步好嗎
有些積雪會自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁達的天堂

等下一個天亮 把偷拍我看海的照片送我好嗎
我喜歡我飛舞的頭髮
和飄著雨還是眺望的眼光

時間可以磨去我的稜角
有些堅持卻永遠磨不掉
請容許我 小小的驕傲
因為有你這樣的依靠

p/s: I love u