无辜

无端端被人生气，真的好怨枉。。。本来是好心情也变成坏透了。。。妈的！！！

永远是我不对， 看着戏，电话没接是我的错。。。这是什么道理。。！！！

害你没晚餐吃也是我的错。。。 永远是我的错。。。

你开心吗！！！ 因为永远你都是对的。。。

前路茫茫

前面的路好摸糊。。。我好像走错了方向。。。可惜，找不到回头路。。。我应该如何。。。

难道，真的会有柳暗花明，又一村出现吗。。。？？？

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still recovering from the shocking news yesterday nite... still hoping that it was an april fools joke that u make early this year... but i guess it is not a joke as i can see that u r worried and had loads of things for u to think it thru... i know it is hard for u, in fact very hard becoz there're many barrier for you, for example language, but u know u r a fast learner n i know in just a matter of time u can over come it well.... no matter wat is ur final decision, i will be here to support u .. i dunwan to be the one who make it difficult for u, as u said to me:" this is for our future!!!" ...

I love u...!!!

~迷失方向，lost ~

最近，我好乱。。好像一只迷途羔羊一的迷失了方向。。。我真的不知道我下一步该怎么办？我越来越觉得这一份工作，不再适合我 还是我还不习惯这里工作的环境呢？？ 我真的不知道 。。。总觉得在这间公司很没安全感。。。好怀念以前的公司和同事。。。我还能回去吗？这问题我还不能确定，我还在等着消息。。！！！好希望这槽投的感觉能赶快离开我。。！！！

feels so lost recently... really dunno wat will be my next step or wat will i do.... i started to hate my job very much, i dun feel like i'm capable at all already OR i'm still getting used to this company culture... i reall dunno.. but i hate coming back to this office... people is good here but not the working environment and the system... boss starting to pressure me to go out and search for new clientele (but wat i remember that, when i sign my agreement that time, searching for new client is not part of my job scope but is his. He told me that only after 2 years he will expect me to get new client into this company, but i'm only in this company for 8months) Ok i understand economy now is bad, so everyone is suffering and next year will be worse. The worse part is he wanted me to get client to do TVC.... c'mmon la... company that can afford TVC will be big company and mostly big company are all attached with big international agency... wat do u wanna me to do.. steal account from my previous ex agency... i dun think i can do it... wat type of profile i can present to client that gonna convince them to do TVC with us, NONE... we are strong in BTL but not ATL... and my boss dare to come n tell me he dunwan to me to pitch for BTL becoz if BTL he got plenty of it dy....damn it...!!!! Aaarrgggggghhhhhh... i can't stand it anymore la.....!!!!! i'm waiting for my ex-company to reply me.... they are the one who come back n counter offer me back, when everything goes smoothly and got confirmed, suddenly the economy have to be so bad until my application needs to put on hold till further notice.... f**k man .... i hate this situation n i hate everything right now.....

~ emo V ~

我。。。还好吗？

好久好久没来这里了。。。好久没有在这里写下我的心情了。。。我。。。还好吗？？？ 答案是：我很好。。。！！！ 我觉得我变了，面对感情的事，我会以冷静和成熟的方式去处理。。 偶尔的挣执是在所难免，可是我们都学会了如何去处理。。。难到这是证明了我们的感情升华到另一个节段了吗？？？ 但愿是如此。。。！！

盈

~ Happy Birthday to ME ~

Although is over, but i have a great birthday this year... Thanks to my baby n all my friends.... I love you guys so much....





xoxo

Yin

~ enough is enough ~

i think i have reach my limit again... either i'm too stupid and dumb to handle my job or my client is stupid... it seem i can't convey my msg to her and she is trying too hard to show me she knows everything... but is ok, cause i have slowly given up hope... the flexibiliy in this agency is good but the working style suck big time, no system, no resources, lack of man-power and etc.... but is ok, cause i have slowly giving up too... I dun think i'm being an ass complaining because i never excepted that it will be like this... I never tot that i'm goin to deal with so many thing that actually out of my job scope expectation, but the good side of it is i learn new things which help me in the future... But i guess i have to move on to a place i'm more comfortable, even if is dealing with the same shit again but with better resources and man-power... i give my best and chance in this agency but i guess is just not rite...

so ENOUGH is ENOUGH...!!!!