Feb 26, 2008

~ cry baby ~

i damn malu today at work... can;t imagine i actually cry becoz of stress and pressure... but suprisingly after crying, i feel more relief and more semangat to work again... maybe this kind of release stress way is suitable for me... i know some might said i'm so weak tat i can't even handle pressure and stress... but just for your information i'm alone here doin at least 3 people job and i'm handling at least 5 clients n the work load for each account is f**king alot okay... i dun have any assistant or senior people to guide me, i do it all ALONE.. so i dun care what people will say about me of not being capable on handling stress or even pressure, but i think that i've done my best and i'm pushing my limit dy... i understand is not easy to survive in this industry but at least be fair to me, no one is superwoman or superman here... everyone have their own limit on doing certain things, at least i know i have a limit, i know i can;t produce more work or good work quality, if the situation continue to be the same... i've hinted my boss few times that i've reach my limit, but she just keep on adding resposibility to me and i know i can;t handle it anymore... so what is my next step..??? continue pushing myself to the edge or just give up and run away...i really dunno, but what i know is there's an agency is interested to talk to me about job opportunity, so i guess there's a new route for my career advancement... hopefully everythinhg goes well...
anyway take care everyone, dun over stress urself like me...

with luv, xoxo
Vicky

2 comments:

Teresa said...

yeah....cry it out.u'll feel much more better than keep it inside.

Charles said...

why don't you try using violence