Jun 19, 2008

~ 恍然大悟 / Realize ~

我刚刚和一位朋友通了个电话, 当我们聊完了我才恍然大悟的明白到我是一个多么戏剧话的人...她跟我说真实人的感情世界是不能拿戏剧或爱情小说的情节来当比较.当她说完这一句话,我好像是给她当头敲了一棒的醒了起来...她说的很对,我很想像爱情小说里的女主角.可是,原来这个可能性是接进0%.因为,真实人的感情世界是充满了许多问题. 因为,我的天真和无知带给了我们的感情世界许多不必要的挣吵. 我想和你说声对不起!!! 在你为你的梦想和未来打拼的时候,我的天真和无知带给了你不必要的烦恼, 对不起宝贝!!! 我明白到我们的感情以经步进了成熟的阶段,甜言蜜语以经不许要表面化了. 内心的关怀和行动上的支持是最重要的.宝贝,我总于明白了....!!!虽然,是有点迟啦.可是,我总于恍然大悟了!!!!

After chatting with my friend, only i notice how naive and childish i can be when it comes to relationship. i guess i have to stop watching all those taiwan series, when they always have a perfect guy that do the rite thing at the rite time. My friend make me realize alot of thing today, and finally i notice all those unnessacery urguement with u, is because of my childish behaviour. i care too much on how u care about me, for example like why didn;t u ask me how's my day at work or even just send me a sms asking how am i, but when u actually show it in other way. i'm too blind to see all this thing tat u have done for me.our relantioship has enter to a different kind of level, whereas i still wanted to stay at the begining stage of our relationship. i know i have created many unnessacery problem for you, while u are now concerntrating on ur career and future, i'm so sorry baby. i always tot tat i'm very understanding and all but it turns out to be i'm de one who's giving u nonsense problem which u dun expect from me and I should be one who to give u the lesser problem as possible. Baby, i finally understant it and i know is quite late for me to understand the thing tat u have been telling me all the while, but well i finally REALIZE..!!!

p.s: I love u

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